My Brother Forces Himself to Be Gay and Seduces Him!

The seme who desperately tries to force himself to become gay x the cold, abstinent, yandere gong

[Double Rebirth + Both Clean]

At fifteen, Xu Xingyue’s mother died, and he was entrusted to an uncle and taken back to the Zhao family, where he grew up with the Zhao family’s only son.

Zhao Yanxiu is a strange person: a genius boy, cold and taciturn, decisive and ruthless, a big name in the business world, yet he gives Xu Xingyue unique favoritism.

Everyone says Xu Xingyue is lucky, but only he knows that he hates Zhao Yanxiu’s omnipresent control.

He hates that sticky, heavy gaze. He hates that Zhao Yanxiu, as a man, fell in love with his best friend.

He went mad trying to break free of this twisted relationship, cursing him, threatening him, giving him the cold shoulder, and even finding a woman to stage a fake marriage, but what he got in return was Zhao Yanxiu’s suicide.

Whenever midnight came in his dreams, he would think of that pale, bleeding wrist in the bathtub, the wound hideous and terrifying.

***

After returning to the past, Xu Xingyue saw that familiar face again. He threw himself into the man’s arms, shaking all over, unable to believe that time could start over.

Only to hear the man’s still somewhat indifferent voice asking, “What kind of medicine did you take?”

With reddened eyes, Xu Xingyue wrapped his arms around his neck and pulled him close, kissing him.

He could not accept Zhao Yanxiu leaving, even if... he had to try hard to accept this heavy love.